affens.

"sometimes airplanes crash up in the sky
and sometimes lonely hearts
they just get lonelier."

back in athens. i have class tomorrow almost the entire day. i'm pretty sure it is going to suck the balls. since i have been sleeping less and less lately, i decided that i am going to actually try to sleep tonight. it's 11:45 now, and i am going to try to be in bed by midnight.

i'm sorry i had an uneventful day, you guys. i am COVERED in bruises from that show last night, and i can barely hold my head up because my neck hurts so bad. wait, is that whiplash?

whiplash would be a great cheesy metal band name.


HERE IS WHAT I AM DOING TOMORROW:

• 9-11 am - great books: modern
• 11-12 pm - human geography
• 1-4 pm - drawing: process and syntheses

maaaaaan. i'm gonna be way too busy. fucks.

<3
-m.

meatl sheau.

i am alive... but just barely.

i went to a metal show tonight with dorian and some other people.

i was:

• pushed
• jostled
• groped (by an almost naked kid wearing only a jock strap and a naval officer's cap)
  
• kicked
• punched (in the nose)
• stepped on, and
• elbowed in the teeth
  

it.
was.
amazing.

i'm going to be sore tomorrow.

best last night in columbus ever.

love you guys still.
-m.

ohmahgaw!

i have a bunch of stuff to write about tonight! i can totally make a list! i love lists!

• so, i was just filling out my "profile" on this blogger thing, and as an interest, i wrote "lower case letters." apparently, i am not the only person who likes lower case letters! i was so surprised! how weird is that though? people generally don't care about letters. i have always thought that capitalization put undue stress on certain letters, like the letter "i". why do you have to capitalize "i" when you refer to yourself? isn't that sort of egotistical? i have never liked capitalizing names either. the beginning of my name is no more important than the end. there is this african-american writer named bell hooks, and she never capitalizes her name for that same reason. i have always felt that sentences look uneven.
  

• i got a new chain put on my bike today, thanks to james and bryant (who had fun with us and drove us places, including the bike shop to get a second replacement chain, seeing as we kinda messed up with the first one)! also, james gave me some sort of spoke card thing? i don't know. james thought i should have one, and he has three i think, so uh, i guess that's kinda cool. i lubs my bike! i am so happy i get to have her at school again, because, yay, it's springtime!

• OH! i passed out today, which was kinda weird! zak came over when we were done fixing up my bike, and the three boys were watching a clip from some movie with the rock punching a bunch of small asians (i think it was called the rundown, let me know). i was in the hallway walking toward them, and the next thing i know, i was on the floor. the weird thing is, i feel fine. i felt fine all day. anyway, they didn't even hear me fall because the video was playing so loudly, so we aren't even really sure how long i was out. they just kinda turned and saw me on my face on the floor. the bad news is, my nose really hurts, and i split my lip a little bit. oh well?

• james' cat is still really round and cute!!! also, it's always sunny in philadelphia is hilarious as fuck.

• I SAW A SHOW TONIGHT with dorian, zak, james, and a few of james' friends! xiu xiu was headlining at skully's, and the opening bands were thao with the get down stay down, and some local-ish band called el jesus de magico. christ, did they kinda suck. the singer wasn't even really singing, and he was super cocky on stage, like he thought he was jim morrison. he kept pulling jim morrison moves. they sucked. the bass was way too drone-y. xiu xiu was alright, i'm not going to put them down... HOWEVER, thao with the get down stay down rocked the house. holy shit, what a great band. they worked perfectly together. plus, thao was pretty freakin' cute. i loved her! I HIGHLY SUGGEST YOU CLICK THIS LINK.

i think that's about all i have for tonight... i have an appointment at the dentist's tomorrow morning, and that's gonna suck. i hate cleanings. the whole pick-at-your-gums thing just sort of makes me uncomfortable, like scraping fingernails on a chalkboard. my spring break is almost over, and that makes me sad. i did have a really good break, though.

i'm off.
goodnight.
sleep tight.
i love you.
<3

oh fuck.

i think maybe my body forgot how to go to sleep.
i have to be up in about 6 hours. technically, i don't even have to be up, but i want to hang out with james at least once over spring break, so...


oh, hey, have you heard of this thing called the "large hadron collider?" check it out, it will terrify you. if i've only got two more months before the solar system is sucked into a black hole, shit if i'm going to spend it doing something stupid.

got any ideas?